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Hello and welcome! Thank you for visiting! I am Darcy and this is my creative writing journal where I will be posting about my thoughts, experiences, etc. regarding creative writing.


I love writing stories that grapple with the complexities of identity and family and I write about these topics in short stories, short screenplays, and poems and occasionally in novellas. Within my life, I enjoy reading, creative writing, and encouraging other writers.


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For general information, please read my Carrd. I have links to all my socials and websites there. Learn more about my pronouns here.


To see my general Dreamwidth with all my writing updates, please travel to Darcy Directory.


To see the collaborative art I am creating with my sister Hunter Fawkes, slip off to Zhilan Ridge.


Finally, for social justice and mental health resources and organizations to support, visit here.


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Well, time has definitely gotten away from me, but hopefully I can get this out in time for the last day of May, at least for my time zone! My updates for May are below.


  • I continued editing the short screenplay about the cat in the library. It’s coming around nicely and it’s nice trying out a different style than I’m used to.

  • I have also continued writing a new poem that grapples with imagination and reading. It’s been a fun time!


Thank you for stopping by this month! Please feel free to leave your writing updates for May below. This month, if you live in the US, I encourage you to contact your congresspeople to urge action regarding the ongoing forced famine in Gaza here and to advocate against cutting SNAP here. Please also review Saroyah’s Twitter list here for updated information regarding the continuing humanitarian crisis in Sudan. For more resources and organizations to support, please look here.

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This month definitely felt a bit longer than previous months even though it’s only a 30-day one. I hope you are all hanging in there. I have pasted my updates below.


  • I worked more on the cat screenplay, and I started a new poem about Kiran and her sister Sora. You might recognize them from previous stories I’ve written.

  • I also created a Neocities site and a Wix blog that you can find linked in my Carrd.


Thank you for checking out my update and please feel welcome to share your own writing updates in the comments! This month, I encourage you to support the Basandja Coalition, which lifts the voices of Indigenous and local communities in the Congo Basin, and FiveforFive, a collective fund for trans women in the UK. Also, please check out AILA’s immigration advocacy resources. For more resources and organizations to support, please look here.

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Hello, everyone! These months are going by so fast. It doesn’t feel that long ago since my last update! Anyways, I hope you are doing well and you can read my updates below.


  • I edited more of the short cat screenplay I’ve been working on, paying special attention to pacing and clarity. 

  • I’m returning to my roots and moved my writing schedule to the mornings after I wake up. That’s when I used to write back in high school and it’s nice to return to that routine.


That’s my creative writing updates for March! Let me know your writing updates in the comments. For this month, I encourage you to check out and support the Darfur Women Action Group which works to support survivors of the Darfur genocide. I also encourage you to support The Sameer Project, which supports families in Gaza, and Black and Pink, an abolitionist organization in the US supporting LGBTQIAS2+ people and people living with HIV/AIDS. For more resources and organizations to support, please look here.

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Hello, everyone! I hope your February has been going as well as it can be. Here are my updates for this month:


  • I finally posted the three poems and one short story I have been promising for the last couple of updates. You can read them on my Tumblr, Wattpad, website, and Dreamwidth.

  • I have continued editing my short screenplay about the cat in the library. I’ve been mostly focusing on pacing, word choice, and sentence structure at the moment.


Thank you for joining me this month and I hope you find something you like from my writing pieces! Please feel welcome to share your writing news below! This month, I am encouraging you to support the Abbasiyyah Kitchen in Sudan, an on-the-ground initiative working to provide clean water and food to residents in Umdurman. Their campaign ends in five weeks as of the time I am posting. You can also check out Saroyah’s thread on Twitter for more Sudanese initiatives to support. Additionally, I recommend We Have Rights’s video series for more information on how to defend your rights during encounters with ICE. The videos are translated into multiple languages. For more resources and organizations to support, please look here.

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A crack squats in Heidi’s room


Yet Heidi dazzles her walls with ribbons


Drapes glittering lights from the ceiling


She tiptoes around the floor


Springing side-to-side


And smiles as she twirls


Yet, she is always just one


Tumble


Away


From 


T h e   c r a c k


Squatting in her room

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What does it mean to love fire?


Especially when you are ice


Does it mean flinging yourself into the flames


Until you sizzle, pop, melt?


Or does it mean you become a blanket of snow


Smothering ruby tendrils until they diminish


Sleek coals against white dust



And how will you know this love’s end?


By the dimming of the world around you?


Or by the disappearance of your frost?


Or, will you both linger


Hovering in the air, molecules colliding


Bonded together as neither fire or ice

The Fire

Feb. 23rd, 2025 07:57 pm
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We carry the buckets


Across our backs


Our hooves, talons, paws sore


Gravel digging into our bones


And smoke hazing our sight


We carry the buckets


As your flames soar higher


Tearing the air and choking the stars


Incinerating stone, bark, dust


Until soot remains


We carry the buckets


And the world trembles


Crying into the void


Your fault Your fault Your fault


While your embers burn


Steam hisses and smog growls


Across our backs


We carry the buckets

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“Nusada! Come here!”


Branches crackled under Nusada’s sneakers while the afternoon sun glimmered bright and golden above the green foliage. Although her breath cramped against her chest, the pain only invigorated her until she burst out into a clearing. 


“What is it, Clarisse?” she gasped. 


Her sister knelt on the dusty ground, peering at something clasped in her hands. “I’m not sure.”


“What do you mean you’re not sure?” Nusada frowned, dropping onto the ground beside Clarisse. Of her four sisters, Clarisse was the adventurous one, the one who always pushed herself to go further. 


Rather than answer Nusada’s question, Clarisse held out her palm for Nusada to see. In her hand, sparkled a…tiny soda can? The can was the size of a pinky nail and was partly crumpled as if someone had drank from it.


Nusada laughed. “Who could have used such a small can?” 


Clarisse shrugged. “Someone who litters.”


Nusada tilted her head. “Or maybe someone who heard you coming and had to flee quickly,”


The two sisters giggled. Nusada smiled at the warm brown trees around them. She had been out here so many times with her sisters since they moved here four years ago. An oasis from their past…


Nusada shook her head. There was a mystery to solve. Were there little creatures fluttering among the branches just out of sight? The thought emboldened her and she stood up, tiptoeing to the nearest tree trunk. She traced her fingers across the rough bark. Maybe she could find something here too?


Pain slashed through her pointer finger. “Ow,” Nusada exclaimed. She jumped back from the tree.


Clarisse thumped over to her side. “You okay?”


“Something stabbed my finger!” She held out her hand to let Clarisse examine it.


“Looks like a small cut.” Clarisse stepped forward to peer at the trunk.


Meanwhile, Nusada looked up at the green leaves glimmering above her. The leaves both protected her from the sun while allowing her a glimpse at the bright golden star overhead. 


“Nusada! I think I found something!”


Nusada turned to where her sister was pointing at the tree bark. Glinting in the sunlight was a tiny doorknob!


The two sisters glanced at one another.


Clarisse stretched her fingers to grasp the knob. Nusada’s mind churned with thoughts of what the other side could hold. A stash of more miniature items? A tiny battalion of soldiers? An entrance to another world? The possibilities were overwhelming. As her mind flurried with ideas, another thought jolted into her head. Was it right of them to encroach on this secret door? Whoever made it seemed intent on keeping it hidden. What if this was wrong? Nusada’s hand lunged forward to clasp Clarisse’s wrist.


“Let go, Nusada,” Clarisse grumbled. “Don’t you want to see what’s inside?”


Part of Nusada had. But a feeling she couldn’t explain rooted itself inside of her. “I don’t think it’s right.”


“What’s the harm in seeing what’s there?” Clarisse’s wrist wriggled in Nusada’s grip. 


“I think we should let it be.”


“We’ve been in Buchtton since we were eight. It’s about time we have our own adventure.” Clarisse attempted to wrestle her arm out of Nusada’s clutch but Nusada clenched tighter.


She shook her head. 


Clarisse glared at her. “Why are you always like this?”


Nusada flinched.


Clarisse tugged her hand away. 


They stood in silence.


“Sorry,” Clarisse mumbled. “I-I know it’s been hard for you. I just want more than this, you know? And I think you do too. Mom and Dad aren’t coming back. They abandoned us here.”


Nusada peered at the ground. She wished the breeze wasn’t so light today. She wished the sun wasn’t so bright. She dropped to the foot of the tree, hugging her knees to her chest.


“We have new parents now.” Clarisse bent down beside Nusada. “Melinda and Sam love us. We still have Venice, Anna, and Alice. We’re still sisters.”


An ache crept across the corners of Nusada’s eyes. Her body shook and she grasped her knees tighter.


Her sister’s hand stroked her back. She leaned into her touch.


“I still miss them,” Nusada croaked.


“I know,” Clarisse whispered.


Tears cascaded down Nusada’s cheeks, tumbling onto her knees and soaking her jeans. Clarisse remained, caressing her back, her touch gentle in a way Nusada had never felt from her sister. 


They sat together as the tree branches swayed above them and the sun glimmered down at them, warming their arms and shoulders. Finally, Nusada’s tears began to dry and she wobbled to her feet.


She rubbed her eyes clear and peered down at her sister. Clarisse smiled up at her.


“I’m ready,” Nusada declared. “Let’s open the door.”

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Hi, everyone! I hope you had a good start to the New Year! You can read my updates for this month below!


  • I have continued editing my short screenplay about a mysterious cat and a girl finding themselves lost in a library. This story may feel similar to a short comic I made years ago.

  • I still have plans to share the poems and the short story I wrote last year for holiday gifts soon!


I haven’t been working on too many “Darcy Ridge” stories lately, but as I finish up some of my Zhilan Ridge work, I will definitely start writing more! Please feel welcome to share your writing updates below in the comments! This month, I am suggesting you turn your attention to Sudan Coup’s list of verified grassroots fundraisers, AfroPunk’s spreadsheet of gofundmes to support people displaced by the Los Angeles fires, and the Aquinnah Cultural Center in Massachusetts. For more resources and organizations to support, please look here.

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Hi, everyone! I am starting new monthly updates that will give me a chance to reflect on my writing while sharing any news with all of you!


  • Now that I have more time, I have been writing more regularly. I have a few poems and a short story that I have completed and will share here sometime early next year. Two of the poems are about fire and the other is about pain. The short story is about sibling relationships. I look forward to sharing all of them!

  • In terms of stories I am currently writing, I am working on a short screenplay that returns to the mysterious cat I have written about in previous stories and a poem though none of them are required reading to understand this one.


Thank you for checking out this update! Please feel welcome to share what you have been writing in the comments! I hope to see you in the next one! Before you go, I urge you to educate yourself about, donate, and support these organizations who are doing important, although unfortunately needed work in and to support Palestine and the Democratic Republic of Congo: Operation Olive Branch’s mutual aid list, Friends of the Congo, Focus Congo. For more resources and organizations to support, please look here.

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They tell me that there are witches in the air


You can see them when day seeps to night


And their silhouettes prowl the walls


“Sapphire,” others say to me, “stay inside, shut the door.”


And I obey, but the witches linger in my mind


Slipping around corners, robes trailing the stars


Their eyes dazzle and beckon


And I watch, envious, for they are free


And I am not


Until one night, I step out into the humid dusk


Tip-toe across the road until I fade into


The night, finally with the witches

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INT. ROGER EL SAYAD’S BEDROOM- BEFORE DAWN


Gray morning light illuminates a room cluttered with clothes, colored pencils, and crumpled paper. On a nightstand squashed between a twin-sized bed and the wall, an alarm vibrates.


Stretching his arm from beneath the bed covers, ROGER,  eighteen, slams the alarm, interrupting its buzzing. 


Roger glances at the time and groans. His head drops onto the pillow.


ROGER


Why now...


He lies still momentarily, staring at the dark ceiling before pushing himself out of bed.


ROGER


Time to check on Minnie.


EXT. BACKYARD- TEN MINUTES LATER


The red-tinted indigo sky gleams above a small backyard, bordered in the back by a row trees leading to a forest and empty except for a shed across from the house. The light chirping of birds flits through the air. 


Roger creaks open the screen door and exits his house, careful the door doesn’t slam behind him.


He tiptoes over to a shed with his arms wrapped around two bowls of cereal.


ROGER


(whispering)


Minnie!


A low groan sounds from the wooden structure.


ROGER


I know it’s early, but you gotta eat!


A snort from within. Roger sighs and looks around him. 


A few beats pass and then the shed door creaks open and a minotaur appears, towering over Roger.


Roger grins.


ROGER


There you are, Minnie!


EXT. FOREST- A FEW MINUTES LATER


Roger and Minnie sit side-by-side on a log in the forest munching on cereal. Fall leaves lay scattered around them.


ROGER


I have to say, even though it's been a couple of months now, I’m still not used to doing all of this alone.


Minnie pauses in his eating to glance at the boy.


ROGER


I know I should be happy that Aziza has started college and Loli is working now, but...I don’t know...I guess I sound kind of stupid.


MINNIE


You don’t to me. I miss them, too. 


They sit in silence.


A yellow-speckled gray bird flits to the ground before them.


ROGER


I’m surprised this little guy hasn’t left yet for migration.


MINNIE


Maybe he’s like us, not ready to leave home yet.


Roger smiles at his friend.


ROGER


So how should we make the most of this fine day?


The two friends sit side-by-side laughing as the yellow-speckled bird lifts off the ground and follows the breeze into the sunrise.

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There is a rabbit and a wolf at the dinner table. The rabbit taps its foot against its metal seat, letting the th-thump, th-thump, th-thump of its rhythm resound through the air.  A meal of berries lays before the creature, but still, it does not eat as its attention is on the guest before it.


“You first?” The growl strums the atmosphere and the wolf’s yellow eyes glimmer with a yearning. For what? That is unclear and the two continue, the rabbit t-tap-tap-tapping and the wolf peering at the rabbit.


Then finally the light flickers above the two meal partners and in the second the darkness ascends, something changes. Before long, the wolf and the rabbit are illuminated again. The berries still before the latter, yet something is different. 


The wolf twitches its tail, swinging it back and forth, back and forth. And the rabbit looks up at the wolf, eyes shimmering. Not with fear as one might assume, but with a yearning. 


“Why should I be the one to start?” There is no quiver in the rabbit’s voice. No, it’s steady and confident.


And I, both observer and object of this scene, feel this deep in my bones. A soundless understanding that both rabbit and wolf is I, Ashly, two dual identities in one. So I laugh, letting their meaningless questions reverberate around me. Rabbit? Wolf? I am me.

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As always, please explore/donate to/do one thing for BLM and other social justice issues before reading my new poem or the next chapter of TDQP. Here are some suggestions: Social Justice and Mental Health Resources. Today, I want to shout out Red Feather, which is an organization based in Arizona that is currently helping people of the Hopi Tribe and Navajo Nation with sustainable housing needs. Things you can do for them is donate online, (if you live in Arizona) help out with repairs and other physical activities, and/or (if you are a web designer) assist in web design.
Come read my new poem on Wattpad and/or my website. If you're feeling overwhelmed and defeated like Suzanna Barker, then my poem is for you.
Website link: A Panda Hug
Wattpad link: A Panda Hug
Also, the eleventh chapter of Captives is available on Wattpad!
Chapter Eleven
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This is a good post from Palestinian American photographer Adam Rouhana about the importance of using photography to humanize people and communities and challenge harmful narratives that portray Palestinians as “masked and violent or as disposable and lifeless.”

Adam Rouhana Photos
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Hi, everyone! Check below for more information on how I tag my entries.


Queue - everything I post except for my creative writing


Shared thoughts - entries where I share and summarize articles, resources, videos, music, etc. from outside Dreamwidth; will probably be reshared from my Darcy Directory journal or be related to creative writing


About - entries relating to information about me, my experiences/opinions/etc., or the journal; will try to keep it related to creative writing when possible


Monthly Updates - my monthly update posts


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Writing tags:


Novellas 


Short Stories 


Screenplays


Poems

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I thought it would be fun to do an entry on where my name and username come from to help with any confusion or if you are just interested!


Darcy comes from my given name and is from a namebook and was chosen because of its Irish origin and its associated meaning of "dark one" since I have black hair


Ridge comes from a suggestion my father gave me back when I was in middle school for an author name


Sunlake comes from the name I used when I was in elementary school and roleplayed Warriors


1 comes from the fact that "sunlake" just by itself wasn’t available as a username on Tumblr and when I was in middle school, I used to have a bunch of accounts on different social media sites and I gave each username a different number and my Tumblr, which this journal is based on, was the “one” account

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Journal Background:


  • I originally created this journal to share my writing and while I still post my writing here, I have expanded to posting other things too, so within this entry, I clarify what potential viewers can expect from this journal

  • I am an adult and will occasionally be posting things related to adulthood and adult themes


What I will be posting:


  • Check out my Tags Masterlist to see a breakdown of my tagging system

  • As I stated above, this journal was originally created to share my creative writing, so you can expect entries that link to my novellas or include short stories, short screenplays, and poems I have written that will touch upon topics of mental health, family, racial and gender identity, and more

  • In this journal, my non-creative writing entries will generally relate to creative writing, such as common thoughts/complaints about the writing process, tips for writing, and things to keep in mind as socially conscious writers

  • All of my entries, unless I have tagged them otherwise as NSFW (not-safe-for-work), will be non-graphic and/or SFW (safe-for-work) besides the occasional swearing

  • I will occasionally post things related to current events and politics as a left-leaning person, so if that makes you feel uncomfortable, you are welcome to block me

  • At the same time, please don't take my occasional entries on current events/politics to be representative of everything I am doing or believe regarding a particular issue; of course, I'm not perfect and I have my blindspots, but I have a life outside of Dreamwidth and if I post something about a particular topic here, it does not mean that I am ignoring other issues or not doing other things to support particular movements in my life outside of Dreamwidth

  • I like talking about my identity, particularly as an adoptee, as such, you can expect some content on that topic; once again, if that makes you uncomfortable, I do not mind if you block me


Notes about NSFW tagging:


  • In this journal, I will tag entries NSFW if they describe or show sex, violence, gore, severe wounds, nudity, slurs, and pornography in extremely graphic detail

  • For me, non-graphic means that entries can still mention directly or indirectly any of the above as long as it is not shown/described in extreme detail, so I still encourage you to block me if you feel uncomfortable

  • Just because I tagged something NSFW does not mean I believe the original entry to be bad; I am just protecting potential viewers who may be coming to my journal with histories and backgrounds I have no idea about

  • If you have questions, concerns, or suggestions regarding how I tag NSFW content, please send me a message; I am happy to discuss and listen


What I would appreciate from viewers:


  • Please do not repost my novellas, short stories, short screenplays, and poems without permission to other sites or copy and paste them into a separate Dreamwidth entry; you are, of course, welcome and encouraged to comment on them though if you choose to

  • If you’re confused about something I wrote or shared, I encourage you to send me a message; I am always happy to clarify and listen to concerns made in good faith

  • This should go without saying, but you don’t have to agree with me; it’s okay to comment on my entries with counter-arguments, ignore an entry I wrote, or, as stated above, reach out to me for clarification because like everyone else in this world, I’m not perfect and I am always happy to learn from different perspectives

  • On that note, if you are arguing with me that people of certain races, ethnicities, gender identities, sexual/romantic orientations, religions, etc. don’t deserve to exist, be respected, or fight for their liberation or rights without any intention of listening to and learning from the perspectives of people from marginalized backgrounds, then I will not engage in dialogue with you; in other words, racism, xenophobia, sexism, anti-trans bigotry, ableism, classism, colorism, or any other form of bigotry will not be tolerated

  • Critical thinking is so important to me and I completely believe you do not need a college degree to take a few moments and think through context, emotions, evidence, etc. to make a strong argument and critique others’ (including mine!!)

  • Another thing that should go without saying is that you are welcome to block me if any of my entries make you uncomfortable; I don’t know your history and background and while I try to be sensitive in what I post, I know I’ll make mistakes without realizing it, so please do what you have to in order to protect yourself

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